~Mixed feelings~ written on 2003-12-16 at 9:11 a.m.

Sigh... Time passes so quickly... In a blick of an eye, the holidays are ending.

On Sunday, It was liyun's b'dae. But before that the CC teachers went for lunch at marche.. It was super fun but it was a farewell party for peiyu.. Im rather sad cos i've been partnering wif her as a teacher for a long while..(not very long lah...just a year) The student helpers sat at a table while the teachers, another... We(student helpers) ate 5 rounds, after knowing that the teachers were treating... I kinda felt quite bad cos i thought that we spent quite a lot.. but to my surprise, the teachers' meal cost more than us!!! And they claimed that we ate very little...But in total, it was abt $200.. After that, we departed frm the teachers, taking a train to tanah merah..to meet liyun... Upon reaching, we realised that we were one of the earliest... We wanted to go for bowling but the guys were "busy" preparing for the barbecue.. When they were ready, we were playing taiti.. So they waited for a while.. When we got there, we played 2 rounds at 2 lanes...In the end, Sarah got first and i got second!!! Among 6 pple, that's quite okay..but our scores sucks!!! It was like 100+...(for 2 games) oops... Then after that we went back to the chalet and had girls' talk.. We were talking abt some crap stuff...Then cut cake...the cake had a picture of PPG...a bit childish ah... heard last year was barbie...haha..Then we took a cab home..(Eugene, Diana, Wantian & me) I felt quite bad as we left eddie out although he stayed at the west too...sorry...Then i reached home around 10.15... and after bathing, i was sleeping until someone called..It was around 11 then..And i was super grounchy and pissed cos he refused to identify himself..I thought it was darran at first but he won't be so stupid to call so late and get scolded by me...Then i realised it was eugene chan.. He claimed to call to ask me abt the youth website..where the photos are..i was like scolding him..and can't he ask his brother, eddie? so insensitive.... Sigh...

The next morning.. I had a few songs for praise this sat cos im the emcee..so scary...my first time, u know. Then i called gene and he was like unwilling and reluctant to discuss.. I was like super pissed cos he wanted to be in the skit cos someone is in it... then i messanged him if he is not willing to be emcee wif me than i ask jieming to change loh.. it's not as if i want hin to be emcee wif me... But anywayz, he called at 8+ to discuss. And around 9+, stacie called.. she talked to me abt some stuff and then she called sarah.. after that sarah called me...She was sick...poor her..She revealed everything abt her life to me and that she could trust me..im so happy! We talked abt some pple that have changed and yah..we talked until 12? haha.. around an hr+.. I think we make a great partnership cos she's the talker and im the listener...and there r a lot of things we have in common to talk abt.. And the things happening to our christian life, it seems so familiar! I feel quite guilty for remaing stagnant... That night, i talked wif the lord and asked him to change me.. Now i feel much better but i know remaining a christian for a whole 7 years is a big responsibility...

Later i have to meet gene to discuss abt the script..after that have bs... gtg now... byeeeeee!

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