Debate.
School.
Church.
Family.

I guess i've been too distracted.
Losing my focus on God and my studies,
is like losing control of my life.
I've been too stagnant and slack.
My priorities have all been messed up.
Terribly tangled up.

I know what's happening in my life.
i know it's not beneficial to me.
My family has started complaining.
Emphasising on my studies,
using debate as a scapegoat.
they even suggested that i quit debate.

sigh.
i really know what i'm doing.
why won't they believe me?
perhaps i should just give up.
Maybe i should give in.
i really dunno.

i've been really stressed up.
too tired to continue.
too depressed to smile.
too indifferent to realise anything.
i got to catch up.
i hope i can.

jgs round 2 is coming up.
i'm sure u guys will do great.
no matter if we win/lose,
remember the team is behind you.
i love sc debate.
i love team 2.

i love ldj. (oops!)
lydj!