it's tough to hide all my emotions.
the unworthy me in the presence of holy GOD

first song of praise was very dry.
i practically didn't feel like praising.
although i like the 2 worship songs,
i knew i didn't sing whole-heartedly.
"With all my heart,
with all my soul,
i worship Him."
it just didn't happen today.

i just took time to ponder.
looking ard, examining each youth.
i know im not fit to judge,
but i was just thinking abt the youths' relationships with God.
nevertheless, everyone has sinned.

some have left.
some are distancing away frm God.
some are there just for show.
many know the state of the ministry.
it's just the matter
whether we take a step to resolve it.

i know my weaknesses.
i need time to reflect & respond.
the relationships, revelation &rewards.

today's sermon was abt unity.
A heart for seamless ONENESS.
i wish/hope/pray for that to happen.
One body.
One God.

pastor geoff's example was really obvious.
it was abt a silly misunderstanding,
that happened a few mths back in 2004.
i felt really SILLY as i reflected back.
joshua knew too. we even shook hands!
ha.
but it was just too silly to be repeated.

obs tmr.
i guess it's time to let down my hair.
play and relax for the 5 days.
gotta continue packing.
u won't see me ard for 5 days.
take care everyone.

to those getting back their o'levels:
i wish u all the best!
dun worry abt it k?



dun miss me. =p