we won one.
we lost the other.
we never win acjc.
first it was at charitas.
now space debates.
i screwed up as usual.
but worse.

tears were welling in my eyes
as it came out that we lost at third
i had to control my tears.

A sudden enlightenment struck me.
my life is revolving ard debate,
everything is not working out.
i wished i could turn back time.
to make my decisions again.
sigh.

im sorry xuwen.
im sorry yuankheng.
im sorry amanda.
im sorry everyone.