it's times
when i feel terribly exhasted.
it's times
when i began to feel like giving up.
it's times
when i want to leave.

i can feel myself drifting
futher and further away.
i try and busy myself with many things,
in order to neglect reality.
that i'm falling & failing.

i'm trying to pick myself up.
but to no avail.
many times i've tried,
but i still indifferent.

the many commitments that lay,
im afraid to exit.
sometimes i really wonder.
if my heart and soul's really there.

i'm like every normal person.
i need care and concern.
but right now,
im suffering from deficientcy.

i've been keeping everything inside
i need to let it out.

i need to rest.
to be away from all the commitments.

just for a while.