As I stood in silence
The stillness became awkward
I reflected about it
Indeed I was naïve

To think I trusted you
Always believing in you
Yet you’ve disappointed me
Time and again

The promises you’ve made
Were broken over and over again
The chances I gave you
Were just repeated

I wonder if I meant something to you
Or maybe I was just used
Recycled?
I don’t know

I wished it was just a nightmare
And I could wake up
And realise it was all a dream
But it is the harsh reality

Sometimes I question
Every single dialogue with you
I can’t discern which are heartfelt words
That’s why I try to avoid you

Perhaps it’s just a facade
Or a delusion
Why not u tell me
Cos I have absolutely no idea

Sitting at the window
I opened my eyes
A beautiful rainbow
Appeared once more

It represents a promise
Scattered hopes lie beneath it
Will history repeat itself?
I hope not