it's the last day of 2005.
time does flies past huh?
every year at this time,
i'll probably be writing my reflections.
so here goes..

30th Dec:

went out with my darling sch friends. it was really nice to be reunited once again after a year. it's great to see your dear friends who left and meeting you once again. So vanessa, weeteng, jiayu, sher, val, zoe, vanessa's bro & i all went. so they only pple missing is probably lez & stef. we had a great time "sun-tanning" if i may say, and loads of fun & laughter. i really miss this bunch of pple that impacted my life ever since sec 2. Thank God for you all.

rushed back home earlier and then out again to meet yk & suzy and then lloyd & dan. had fun at lis's party though i had to rush off to church after that. Thank you everyone for all the cards & presents. Thank you lis for the party. it's been quite a while since LYDJK all could make it. so im thankful for that. LYDJK has been an amazing team that anyone could ever have. it's so fabulous i wanna sing, heyheyhey hahah. i admit that my life was really full of lydjk, but i never neglected other areas of my life. some pple had commented that my life revolved ard "debate, debate and more debate" No doubt it has taken more time than it shld due to bonding sessions, but at the end of the day, it doesn't hurt, i always wish i had more time to spend with lydk. all i know, is that next year will be a totally different one. without lis in scds, everything's gonna change. im gonna miss her. i love lydk

rushed back to church for the annual overnight prayer meet. by the time it started at 10, i was kinda exhasted from the entire day. but never the less, i must say i survived the whole thing with a few dozing-offs during presentations. it was a very fruitful one and a more practical and pragmatic stance. "I can be faithful because God is." Indeed, God has always been faithful and He has blessed me. Thank God. The PALs has always been a time that reveals our "darkest" and most "inner" secrets. A bright room is yet clouded by a big patch of darkness. I'm trying to wipe off this patch of distractions. "God is an open door that no one can shut." At the end of broken dreams, He is and always be the open door. To focus and keep him the center of my life is one of my most important goals. I'm not forgetting pple who has played an important part in my life. my church friends. the church youth:) i've been in church for abt 9 years now. And i've seen many people leaving, many changes. i've experienced eternal friendships. Things like these help me to understand and appreciate things ard me better. For we do not belong to the world and shld not succumb to its characteristics. i thank God for the people that has kept me going. I thank God for my dearest sarah for she has always been there for me. Through the ups-and-downs of a christian walk, she has been with me. I thank God for her (and for your jacket since it kept me frm freezing last night:) . No doubt i also thank huiru, liyun, stacie for everything they've done. And who can forget the guys? haha. the humour, laughter, joy brought in by them. And the encouragements and help they've given to me. i thank God for them. Especially to this Christmas tree that has recently become my source of complaining. Haha.

isn’t it pretty? It has feathers and pretty bells. Lol.(photo frm gene chan)

the year has past and become history.
it will be nothing if we don't learn anything from it.
2005 is one with great blessings and lessons one can never comprehend enough.
2006 will be a tough year.
after all, it will be the last year for me in scgs. It will be all in all 10 years. Indeed, scgs has always been my third home after my own home and church. haha. O'levels is smtg i have always been afraid of. But im telling myself to ALWAYS rely on God's strength and not on my. Let’s just say I hope 2006 will be a better one. happy new year everyone:)