i ran.
as fast as i could.
i kept my tears.
as long as i could.
i held my smile.
as real as i could.
i kept everything inside
as long as no one knew.

i tried.
i really tried.
but no matter what,
i'm not satisfied.
i realise no matter how hard i try,
nothing would be achieved.
nothing would be done.

among the oblivious crowd
my tears fell slowly.
beneath the mask,
the tears was hidden.
concealing my emotions,
was the worse thing i did.

i ran home
as fast as i could
i screamed
as loud as i can
my tears rushed down
i ceased to contain it.

i guess it's time to run far far away
finding comfort under yor wings.
i guess i'll leave soon
cos i've found no meaning in this.
i guess i'm just not strong enough

i never really chose this path
i just happen to be on it
so if i'm not up to it,
i rather you tell me straight.

i'm really tired.
too exhasted to carry on.
all i hope is you'll grant my request.

and the tears slowly fell again