and i slowly realise.. written on 2006-02-25 at 1:53 p.m.
Dear God,
I thank you for being there for me.
i thank you for showing me your Way.
i thank you for helping me realise.
i thank you for making me smile.
i thank you for making me feel loved.
i thank you for guiding me.
i thank you for everything you've given
in Jesus' name,
Amen.
"Leave all your worries with Him because he cares for you." 1 Peter 5:7
i realise i'm too weak to handle everything on my own. i realise i'm someone unable to control her emotions. i realise i need Him. i realise i need my friends to help pick me up. i realise God has blessed me greatly.
i realise so many things overnight.
this loss. this incident.
was a blessing in disguise.
the tears. the pain.
it was all worth it.
at least now i know,
no matter what
if i tried my best,
God's happy.
at least i know,
no matter how others think,
God still loves me.
the setbacks in life that are there not to discourage/hindle us but to build us, to help us grow in statue and in wisdom. and to learn, to realise,
the goodness of God.
of course, God does everything in
His own discretion,
His time,
His Will
and His Way.
who am i (casting crows)
"Who am I?
That the Lord of all the earth,
Would care to know my name,
Would care to feel my hurt.
Who am I?
That the bright and morning star,
Would choose to light the way,
For my ever wandering heart.
Chorus:
Not because of who I am,
But because of what you've done.
Not because of what I've done,
But because of who you are.
I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow,
A wave tossed in the ocean,(ocean)
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I'm calling,
Lord, you catch me when I'm falling,
And you've told me who I am.
I am yours.
I am yours.
Who am I?
That the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
And watch me rise again.
Who am I?
That the voice that calmed the sea,
Would call out through the rain,
And calm the storm in me.
Chorus:
Not because of who I am,
But because what of you've done.
Not because of what I've done.
But because of who you are.
I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow.
A wave tossed in the ocean,(ocean)
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I'm calling,
Lord, you catch me when I'm falling,
And you told me who I am.
I am yours.
Chorus:
Not because of who I am,
But because of what you've done.
Not because of what I've done,
But because of who you are.
I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow.
A wave tossed in the ocean,(ocean)
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I'm calling,
Lord, you catch me when I'm falling,
You told me who I am.
I am yours.
I am yours.
Whom shall I fear?
Whom shall I fear?
'Cause I am yours.
I am yours."
after the rain, the sun.
after the sun, the rain.
is to see that we grow
nearer the sky.
thank you to those who has tried to make me smile. thank you for your encouragements. especially to you