it's been a week ever since it ended.
somehow, it doesn't seem so harsh anymore but i still wished it turned out better. okay someone please shut me up.

life's been mundane. boring, nth much interesting. perhaps it's cos the person living the life is boring herself. sometimes i feel so mediocre, not able to do so much.

on a higher note, spirit of the class turned out fabulous! 4GRACE WON!
we were really really happy!
it was quite amusing really.
cos when they read out second place, it was like "4G...." and i nearly stood up "...GY" yes. so embarrassing! But we went mad when we won it. The other sec 4 classes were really good too so we were wondered what gave us an edge but nvm. Now to look forward to sports day on monday! yayy.

on a lower note, i've been having pretty poor moods. beneath the smiles and laughter, lies a sad and unappreciated life. please tell me to shut up again.

i don't like pple keeping me in suspense, in the dark and not telling me the truth. seriously. just tell me directly, tell me the truth, and i'll take it better.

this entry is disjointed just like the recent essay i wrote abt loss. it was the worst essay i have ever written. it was so bad that i can't believe i wrote it. this is to show you the extent of my melancholy. i don't feel like continuing. neither do i feel like staying online anymore. i think i shall just shut up and go to sleep.

goodbye.