i broke my hiatus again. yes i can't help it because i need to rant abt prelims.

Chem prac was a disaster because my limewater turned chalky and it was not supposed to, cancelled out an observation that was correct and fell into depression after that. it was just the beginning of prelims and i screwed it up. And it was as if my A1 was gone so i need to do really really well for my theory paper to get that 1.

But managed to pick myself up in time for bio prac which mrs cha says "it's much easier than chem. You will do well if you have been listening in my class." Well i paid attention to her lessons and did all my practicals and yet i doubt i'll do well. Because my rates were wrong, causing my graph to be like an M when it's supposed to be constantly increasing. And i think i missed out lots of labels for drawing too. So similarly that means i need to study really hard for my theory paper as well.

English today was thankfully better than i expected. Because my expectations were low, not that the paper was easy or anything. My grasp of the language had deteriorated to the extent that i was even unsure i could write a proper essay or answer simper inferential compre qns because i have not done any of those this term. So i attempted to brush up my english by reading some essays, doing some o'level compres.

The essay qns were not very pleasing to my eyes because the one word qn which i wanted to do was a topic entirely unexpected, REST. Due to the fact that i'm a highly unversatile writer who only writes discussive, expositories and rarely personal reflective, i couldn't write the argumentative because i failed one before because i sounded "highly debaterish" and i just didn't have the creativity to write narratives. So i wrote on ["The world is our classroom" discuss.] And im very afraid i wrote out of pt. Oh God, help me. Compre was okay except for a few misreadings and summary which i was not pleased with.

Monday 28/8: SS Paper

i really need to do well in this because i did so many essays on it. i really hope i will find it okay. But yet i don't feel sufficiently prepared! i will mug my weekend on SS. i can do it. I will get my A in ss although i highly doubt my elective lit will do well, considering i never get any comments on my literary interpretations.

Things to do from fri-sun:
-2 math papers
-Bio 2-6
-Chem 4
-Geog (read)
-SS

please pray for me and motivate me if you please. i just hope to stay up for a couple of hours more to do ss.

GO MUG JAZ.