Before the world began
You were on His mind
And every tear you cry
Is precious in His eyes
Because of His great love
He gave His only Son
Everything was done
So you would come

Nothing you can do
Could make Him love you more
And nothing you’ve done
Could make Him close the door
Because of His great love
He gave His only Son
Everything was done
So you would come

Come to the Father
Though your gift is small
Broken hearts, broken lives
He will take them all
The power of the word
The power of His blood
Everything was done
So you would come

God's always there,
standing beside us always.
He's our rock, He's our fortress.

I've been so stressed,
it's been work work and more work.
I just need to survive 1 and a 1/2 weeks more of PRELIMS and i will rest for a while before the big O's.

Today, i felt so reassured, so convicted of my faith once again. I was just so overwhelmed by the presence of God. I've been feeling so down, so caught up in the whirl of memorising and mugging. But i just burst out crying when Pastor David was closing his sermon with a prayer. And i couldn't stop crying and i didn't know why. When sarah and clara asked me why i was crying, i just didn't know how to answer them. Then sarah came and comforted me which made me cry even harder. When i prayed in the spirit for clara, i was controlling so hard not to cry. When i finally got prayed for, the tears gushed out continuously. He made me feel so loved, so reassured once again. Because i know that He's always there, standing by me.

On another note, sarah and i went a bit mad today. just crazy seriously.

Sarah: If Marianne Chong doesn't help you with your exams, God will!

(Marianne Chong's the author of my geog textbook which happened to be lying in front of me)

Sarah: i am the sun! (because of a lovely orange jacket she brought)
Jaz: huh? so what am i? the moon?
Sarah: nah. The sky has no place for you
Jaz: then i will be the sky then!
Sarah: How can the sun be bigger than the sky?!

jaz: Oh no. my face is so red (from crying)
sarah: You're blushing. haha no. you're sunburnt!

Get it? haha.

Then we just went crazy during dinner too and the 3 other pple sitting with us really thought we went mad.

anyway, thanks for everything sarah! you really made me feel better. We will study next sat again k? we will mug together and go crazy again.

Thank God for everything.

I only have 2 more days to-

the start of term 4,
the start of exams,
the start of PRELIMS.

mugmugmug. i think im too tired. maybe i'll not stay up tonight and wake up early tmr to study.

nights everyone.