Sometimes the simplest and most minuscule things can cause people to break down, to lose their motivation and drive in life. A disappointment, regret sinks deeper than happiness. Somehow the frustration and discontent leaves a mark to be remembered forever in your life while the happy memories are easily forgotten and forsaken.

Exams, stress, results are part and parcel of school life. Yet time and again, disappointment and failures sink in more than the good results. And that's exactly how i feel.

I highly doubt im gonna make it to the jc i desire to head for after o's. My pathetic results than fail to meet expectations. The stupid amath paper that caused me to drop 3 grades because of careless mistakes. The stupid english paper that screwed up. The stupid emath paper that made so many careless mistakee. Thus causing the L1R5 to be a big fat number.

The results to come are even worse. They are gonna add to my big fat number. Geog which mrs chan said we all did badly, with an average of C5 throughout, and 1 A1 in the entire level, believe it or not. Bio's bad too cos Mrs Cha already told us it was. Lit was pure crap so im just praying that it will be fine to equal my ss.

oh well. im gonna mug really hard for o's. i will make myself do it. Although i seriously have no motivation to study, i dunno how im gonna do it.

STUDY STUDY STUDY JAZLYN CHUA!